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Im 18. the before photo is when i was 17. pictures are fun. one thing about me is i was never afraid of the camera, so i have so many before/afters! lol

THAT MEANS MY WEIGHT LOSS IS WORKING. lol i love her.

i get adele. but i think its only because im a fat redhead...and i sing.. ok i see the point lol

i have been kicked off rides 2 times in my life. honestly, I was rather unphased. i always give it a try. i love rides. now i can fit in it all anyway, BUT NOTHING STOPS ME FROM A GOOD TIME.

NO, thats what I am going to be! heres my costume in progress :D

Im going to be a fembot from austin powers. best plan ever.

its so fun to be able to run up the stairs without a problem! i recall senior year hobbling up the many stairs and being pretty violently out of breath (tried my best to keep up with my friends and not look like a heaving whale) and thats no longer an issue. little things really make a huge impact. so all of you that even…

good point! i know im beautiful, I just think its being covered up by a fat blanket lol. its pretty amazing how my self esteem has held up through the ages. lol. it pays to be funny XD

thank you for the response! its weird. i feel like theres a strange empty space all around me where fat used to be.

so much fat *kitten*. people really couldnt come up with much else. or they gagged as they passed me or shouted earthquake when i had to jump in PE. this was all in middle school. nobody really did that after i punched ricky butts in the face. lol

my cousin from California was always so confused when i said "pop" he says soda and thought i ment popcorn lol. im from oregon.

a stretchy pink night gown with paisley hearts

i best on the weekends because im not eating crappy deli food from work all day.

after 45 minutes of work on my sugar skull between my shoulder blades the endorphins wore off and every second was what i like to call "bearable agony." i could take it, but it was awful. its a rather large peice. the collar bone tattoo i have tickled.

i get all of the backhanded compliments. and you know what? THEY ARE ALL CORRECT. yes, i have a pretty face and a great personality, plus size madel blah blah and would be a complete man eater if i only lost some weight. the truth hurts sometimes, but why is everyone getting fussy over compliments? id be more angry if…

223 days 66 pounds :D

5'4 SW: 310lbs size 26 pants CW: 244 size 18 pants

I always support the bangs. and if you want them out of your face blow them back! its my favorite style.

I am attracted to tall thin guys or toned/muscular guys. im not attracted to heavy guys, and honestly i do not think that makes me hypocritical lol. opposites attract man. i would never date a man that mirrored my body type. i dont expect muscular guys to want a fat chick like me, however i was lucky enough to find one…

lol actually hes a martial arts instructor. but close enough. :D

that is true. lol. he quite enjoys. sometimes i just cant see why. BUT im getting better. so it will be all good.

see mine DOES have glasses and hes still like *wink wink nudge nudge* lol

this example is a bit exaggerated. I know for a fact my back boobs are gone now and the shirt is making me look very apple shaped (i am hourglass/spoon shape.)

her accent makes me lol. i try to imitate it when i feel the need to b!tch someone out :D

everybody SHUT UP. Scanning through i see no sofia vergara?! wtf men. wtf. behold, the most beautiful woman ever. lol

I started out saying I wanted to be 145. but It all depends on how it looks because i happen to love the way plus size models look like Candice Huffine (shes beautiful). so maybe I will be happy at 160 or 170.

i started at 310 pounds six and a half months ago. i am currently 245. :D

fried chicken. its actually my least favorite food. then spaghetti. its mosty a texture/messiness thing.

ive been on ortho cyclen for 7 months and i gaind 20 pounds when I started, however it was during the holidays so i doubt that has anything to do with it. ive lost almost 70 pounds wile on birth control losing an average of 2.75 pounds per week. I really dont think these effect my weight loss and id rather be fat than…