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shamed in the locker room for the first time since middle school
let me start off with a brief up date on my journey: after very slowly gaining back 75 pound plus another 10 after my first but of weight loss i kicked things into high gear 2 months ago and have since lost 28 pounds and 12 inches. bringing me from 319 to 291, and size 26 to 22. ive been looking for a new gym since i moved…
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question for people who have been fat all their life
I want to ask you, how did you cope with it? were you always just used to it? and if you lost it all, how do you feel now? personally, I have never known what its like to be a healthy weight. I have no clue whats under all this, ive never seen it. I roll my eyes at the term "high school skinny" because my senior year I was…
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71lbs down (side by side PICS)
Hey all you lovely people. so i finally broke my plateu! I was going to wait until I lost 75lbs, but i was so excited i couldnt wait 4 more! i have my official progress pics, yes im in my under wear this time, prudes are gunna have to deal. lol here is the front and the side and the back (I got a tattoo because i said I…
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A trip through time. (childhood obesity, pics and updates)
so ive been thinking. did i ever know what it was like to be skinny? then I started thinking back... the middle of senior year- rock bottom. or top? either way i was 310 pounds. the beginning of high school? no sir no sir. i came in to my freshman year near 265 and quickly jumped to 280 by my 15th bday. in fact, heres a…
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The feeling of physical inadequacy.
So I just wanted to know anyone is in the same boat as me. I happen to have an amazing and gorgeous boyfriend. he is genuinely attracted to me and is all happy and good but I have this issue, it sucks and i hate it. he has a perfect body, 3% body fat muscular sexiness and i just cant stand thinking about how i look in…
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64 pounds down and wonderful NSV :D
hey everyone! i just wanted to let you all know how its going. since my last post in success story's ive only lost about 5 more pounds but ive lost inches and feel alot better. especially because i have a BOYFRIEND. lol quick before and after time: Me, heaviest, 310 lbs: me about an hour ago, 246 lbs : and my favorite…
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60 pounds down :D
I bought a size 16 dress today. that is, ahem, FIVE SIZES DOWN. im happy. so im sharing. lol. heres a very extra fat photo of me from my burlesque party. heres me today (with alot more cloth on mah body, BUT 5 dress sizes. yesssss. 60 pounds. maybe more here because i didnt weigh myself around the time my party was.) im so…
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im banishing my insecurities.
It almost seems like I am more insecure after losing 60 pounds sometimes. Im so completely taken aback when men show interest in me. feel a dark cloud in the mirror or on the scale. but I need to stop and think about how far I have come, and how very different I look, and how different I carry myself. I sometimes find…
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Self Defense with Trainer (pic heavy)
I just wanted to show people what I have been doing the past two weeks. when I moved a month ago I met a boy. just my type mind you, strong, dorky as hell, sexy glasses blah blah blah. not the point, lol. hes a 5th degree black belt in shoulin longfist as well and a menagerie of other styles. so after a few weeks of seeing…
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Martial arts training
So yesterday was my first lesson in self defense with my neighbor (he is a 5th degree black belt in shoulin longfist) and I just have to say its amazing! so far he is showing me how to get out of a street mugging situation, blocking and reversing chokeholds, deflecting strikes with counter strikes and disarming weapons. I…
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a big bunch of fat pictures of me and some slightly less fat
I just felt like digging through my facebook and seeing how many grossly giant pictures of me i can find. mostly for my own motivation but it can be yours too! lol here is me at my uncles wedding last summer. hiding behind my skinny *kitten* cousins lol. approx 286lbs homecoming 2011 (306lb) most likely my heaviest. movie…
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50 Pounds down! (official b4 & current pics)
Ok. so its been 4-5 months here on mfp and I am doing pretty great. when I started I ACTUALLY HAD THE BALLS to take real before shots. needless to say sitting at 310 pounds I felt disgusting. however, I am not one to hide from the camera so i have hundreds of before shots haha. I wasn't ashamed of who i was enough to hide…
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Prom! (-50lb difference)
So yesterday was my senior prom. It was so amazing. I was a celebrity I SWEAR! haha. I was looking at photos from junior prom to compare and I was just so excited. I have lost very close to 50 pounds and im so glad because I love my prom photos. i still have around 120 pounds to lose. but this is really great progress :D…
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Slightly annoying NSV
so, i have lost almost 30 pounds. and noooow none of my bras fit. NONE OF THEM. i dug one up from freshmen year to wear and my mom asked "are you wearing a bra?? your boobs look so small!" i was pissed. lol im very happy in losing weight, i want it to be my tummy first though. oh well. a victory is a victory.
