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about 5 and a half months.

as very terrible as that sounds, appreciated. lol. but im not gunna run around telling peeps i lost a kid :0 lol so figuratively, not literally. lol

goodness! so handsome! haha. Im very excited to reach 75 lost. its when i take my next progress pictures :D

yeah girl! you got this!

rainradfeild- the kick *kitten* back tattoo!

nocternal- you actually remind me of selma hyak or something, but i dont think your latin. hmm.

this resonates with me. its really sad. through high school guys never wanted anything to do with me romantically. now guys are all over me- for like a day. then they dont really care to talk. currently ive been working on not needing that kind of attention from men to prove to myself that im desirable. its the hardest…

thanks for all the replies. i relate the the class clown in high school, because in high school, besides the fact that nobody wanted to date me, i was very loved by alot of people. middle school was like being dragged through the firey pits of hell, however. all the ridicule. ALL of it. finally i punched a boy in the face…

- what kind of build are you? - I have quite the large frame. both determined by wrist and elbow. - how much do you currently weigh and what size pants on average do you wear? I am currently 250 down from 310. i wear a 22. - what is your goal weight and why? ultimately 145. but I would like to see how I look at 175. - how…

i spell it theatre when I write it out. but the little red squiggle drives me crazy lol

@trophywife24 -I understand that feel, however my problem was more desperately trying to be noticed. I did TONS of theater, tried to be helerious, impressed people with my strengths, basically played off everything that WASINT my weight. and I never got the attention I wanted. now, Im still doing what I always did, but now…

your welcome :) sometimes you really need to step back at see all you have accomplished.

hmm. bump. I put thought into this post so people need to see it! lol

you look great! dont we all love attaining chin definition? :D heres mine.

rebel without a cause. classic bad boy XD wow everyones so bitter with the horror movie names. well i guess we wernt very serious so its not so impactful to me lol

ahhhhh yeah. called it. lol

I used to work out with one of my best friends. it was at the y but i liked dance classes and she hated them, she liked running the track, and i HATED that. so i like to work out alone. lol

@angelxxoh- you remind me of the celtic women, so i would think you were a good singer. edit comogirl- you seem very easy to get along with. like you could be at my family reunion and i wouldint question who you were lol

wile the person above me may be attractive, everyone so nice on here and i really just wanna be like- but im not a troll. lol

desika: i love your eyes!

nerds. nerds are my favorite. jocks call me mad dog so i dont like it lol. (my dream boyfriend is harry potter...seriously)

Height: 5'4 Weight: 250 Age: 18 Daily Calorie intake: 1560 Average weght loss: 2 lbs a week Starting Weight: 310 Exercise of choice: water aerobics, just dance, martial arts, eliptical

the only pants i wear! i have very thin legs in comparison to my abdomen. most pants that fit my waist have giant humungus leg holes.

310 pounds was my heaviest. i am currently 250, the lightest ive been since 5th grade.

me :D i ideally need to lose 100 more but id sure take 80-90 haha

Glasses. muscly shoulders and breathing into my ear.

before: 310 with terrible skin. now: 250 and doin much better.

no maam. lol. its physics. once you throw them off balance they will go down with a light tap and hip bump. lol

oh right lol. well i log in EVERY DAY. I actually had grilled pineapple on my moms birthday yesterday! it was wonderful :D