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Honestly, i have no idea how i gained the weight, which is why i'm so desperate to find out why i can't lose it hah! At my worst, i consumed no more than 500 calories a day religiously, and i mean not one single calorie over. I compulsively exercised every day also. I have had thyroid tests and they came back normal, but i…

I didn't say it was disgusting, i'm sorry you get that impression but yeah in terms of myself, i do not wish to weigh this.

that's just so much for me!

Thank you so much, definitely taking a read now :)

Thank you so much for taking the time to write this, it's very insightful. As for self diagnosis, I have seen professionals, with no success. When i was 15, i hit my all time lowest which was 101 pounds, and at 5 ft 7 i guess that's quite slim. But yes, help..

Honestly, i am never hungry, eating this much is my physical and psychological limit, so it doesn't make sense for me to eat more when i don't feel the need to! But yes, i again thank you for your replies, they're very helpful :)

My eating disorder is very unstable, and you are completely right, i'm not recovered. I'm glad to hear you are recovering Quasita!! How have you overcome your weight plateau?

Here was a day from last week, to give you some sort of idea of what i'm consuming: My goal intake is 1400 kcal, I consumed 967 (roughly), and burned 456 kcal running for 40 minutes. My net was therefore 511, with a left over 949 kcal Is this normal?

that took me ridiculously long to get the pun haha! But i am definitely considering seeing a nutritionist..driving me insane!

thanks everyone, such confusing business!!

That sounds like me, it's like ive just damaged it too much it doesnt trust me! Diet coke is definitely out from now on haha. Thank you for your suggestions!