missySchell Member

that I am terrified the world will look at me the same way I do

you sound very motivated and ready for a new beginning! you can do it! =)

first of all, it is obvious that he does not respect you what so ever. Sometimes you have to just know when to walk away. You seem like a very intelligent woman, you can do better, whether your 115 pounds or 515 pounds!

thanks guys! my doctor and I came to the decision for surgery together. I am 33, and already have type 2 diabetes, high blood pressure, and not to mention the aches and pains of being so heavy. I am an emotional eater. I don't smoke, or drink alcohol, so food has always been my comfort. It will be a challenge to overcome…