Confused892014

i need to lose a lot of weight. i wrote another thread to show how upset i am and what i am going through right now. if you want, you can check it out, it's in the motivation and support forum i think.

post pic, i want to see

i'm scared to go into stores and try on clothes because i feel like the salespeople are thinking rude thoughts about me so i usually just buy stuff by ordering on the phone so that they don't see me

Here is a pic of what I am mainly wearing these days...do you think they are okay for a fat person like myself? It does have patterns as 1 poster suggested....

oh sorry, i misunderstood, i thought you meant you didn't go out bc of your weight, guess i projected myself onto you xD fml is **** my life hehe

that makes me sad :( hugs from me to you.... and i think i'll start wearing sweats and big tshirts too....fml

thanks...that's encouraging to know that maybe it just takes longer...thanks for sharing sdegir...interesting that body measurements can change even without weight loss...i will take your suggestion

no photos, but I weighed myself and my weight 1 month later was exactly the same and my weight yesterday (2 months later) was also the same!

Osna, I'm sorry, that sounds terribly sad.. Wow thors! amazing....I am eating around 1800 calories a day based on the Insanity equation, that would make me lose weight. I'm using their meal plan which consists of small meals that are anywhere from 300-500 calories. I'm measuring my food, yes, sdegir. I'm glad you have…

I just feel so desperate....I am rejected by my own family because my weight disgusts them...I don't care what random people think....but it's my family and I don't want to lose them

Yes and yes...I follow Insanity's meal plan to the letter, choosing from their meals....