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22 years old and depressed for the last 10. Started restricting when i was about 14. Got to my lowest weight freshman year of college and then began to obsess about food because I didn't want to gain weight. Have gained 40 lbs since my lw which is still in a healthy range but I am disgusted and tired of trying to be…
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I feel the same way. I tell myself i'll be happy when i'm thin just to have some hope. It's hard when you feel like the only way to lose weight is to torture yourself. I just feel like i'm indulging in something dangerous when I starve or when I lie about how much I ate. It's like a high or a vice
