latinaxbarbie

Your question is defensive at all, I used to have a fear of gaining weight. I dont really care anymore but maybe I was wrong, not sure what is going on in my brain right now, im very stressed which may also play a roll. Im eating rice cakes because I live at home and my parents eat white bread, which I tend to stay away…

I USED to have an intense fear of gaining weight but I didnt mind being chubby before which i was. Im 5'1" I was 127 pounds about a month ago I loved my body but now im slipping back into my old habbits, in which I have no control of. I was fine with gaining a little weight on the depo since i was only gonna take it once…

Thanks for all the suggestions! ill try the nut butter on my rice cakes! I know 400 is too less but i would eat alot more if i could, this shot makes me feel full all the time. I cant wait until its over in september :D

That sounds delicious, i love nut butters I will def have to try that out. Thanks :)

I have been eating more fruits and veggies... still losing weight/muscle at a rapid rate. my calories has increased but still doesnt matter i continue to lose muscle mass.

I already did, she said to keep an eye on my weight and if i drop too low I'll have to be hospitalize for anorexia which I didn't have BEFORE this evil shot!