volumptuousgirl

I started this on Monday. Every day I wake up I don't want to do this. I hate it. It's so hard for me. It's a control issue. But everyday so far I've been so happy to report that I've hung on. Food is like an addiction for me and it consumes my every thought. Pathetic I know but it's the truth and I've got to face the…

I feel the same way about myself. I am at 201 and hate myself the way I am right now. I feel like everyone is judging me to the point that I don't even keep in touch with old friends cause I don't want them to see me. It's pathetic and so that is why I decided to finally start doing something about it. I don't have a gym…