tropicalelina

It definitely sounds like a lot is going on! I would recommend going to psychiatrist for some of the emotional baggage you are carrying but in the meantime, make this dream of yours to be healthy a reality. It's not about money (you have enough!), it's about having a goal and doing everything you need to do to make it…

I agree with Chris - keep at it. If you're honest with your food intake and are exercising regularly - the results will come. Just be patient and they will def come!

Congrats! Amazing progress!!