Need support for weight gain after grief.
Im 36 and lost my 17yo son in June. Even though I stopped eating and sleeping I gained 40 lbs. I was a happy, healthy 190 at 5'7" and 25% bodyfat comp. Yes I did full metabolic testing complete with underwater weighing, as I was recovering from 2 pituitary tumors and Cushings Disease. I had kept the weight off for 3 years…