No more half-assing IT--I need to take this seriously..I'm at my heaviest ever! Ugh!
I've been on this roller coaster since my daughter died in 8/2011 and I get all "into" trying to get healthier and fit for awhile and then it just doesn't last.... And now here I am, 3 1/2 yrs since she passed away and I'm another 35 lbs heavier. Only time I was heavier was at 9 months pregnant with our last.... We've…