Ready to lose, scared of failing..
Hello all, My name is Kay, I'm 26 yrs old, and currently at 225 lbs. I had my moment the other day when I looked in the mirror and competely grossed myself out. I'm not at all who I want to be on the outside. I have an apple shaped body, and I guess what people say " big boned". It's embarrassing when I get told I have a…