So. I haven’t logged on for over a year but today after someone commented I was looking “pudgy again” I stepped on the scales. I massively got upset because not only have I *gained weight* - I’m also now heavier than I’ve ever been before in my life and it just crept up on me. I know I’ve been doing things I shouldn’t -…
I’m feeling really low at the moment. I was making progress but then I gave up and gained back to over my starting weight. I genuinely just feel *so* disgusted by my own body and lack of discipline. I’m very short and have reached my highest weight, I’m obese range of body fat percentage. I’m supposed to be going back to…