help, I am fat and I don't want to die.
I have battled metabolic disorder for almost 12 years now after the birth of my first child. My weight has been up and down like a yo yo. I ended up sick and almost died from 2 pulmonary embolisms, one in each lung and one In my leg. If it isn't cancer, it's obesity. I hate being this big but it's almost like it took on a…