When I eat. It's like I eat something I know might not be terrible ( chicken salad) however because its not the best and if I eat it all I get so mad at myself. I used to have an eating disorder in high school, I've overcome that now. But for some reason if I don't work out or eat more than I should I beat myself up about…
When we started dating I weighed 158 and he has always been at pretty steady 150. I wasn't far off but of course how it seems to always happen we start in a relationship and get comfortable inevitably gaining weight. Not caring that we ate out all the time and spent all of our extra time together and not where I should…
