I started out around 200 lbs, maybe just a little bit less, and I'm now halfway through my journey at 159.6. I still have a ton of days where I look at myself in the mirror and all I can see is fat. Today, I decided to have my boyfriend take a picture of me in a dress that I wore a year ago, when I was at my heaviest, for…
My name is Panda (not my real name, but everyone from professors, bosses, friends and my boyfriend call me Panda) and I've actually been on MFP for a while. I was doing pretty well for a bit, but ended up relapsing and gaining everything + more back. I think a lot of it was stress from moving out of my parents home for the…