I hate going to the gym, but I feel guilty when I don't go. I feel guilty when I eat something "bad" but I actually get angry when I can't have it. What the hell is wrong with me?
I'm tracking everything I eat. Even if I pop a single strawberry in my mouth, I track it. I'm working out 6x a week (cardio, core, and strength daily, alternating what strength exercises I do), My calorie goal is currently at 1640 and I'm netting about 700 -800 calories a day. I've been working out and eating better for…