So disappointed in myself! It hurts!
35 years old, I am 5'11 and went from 264 lbs. down to 177 lbs in 2008-2009. The end of 2009 I had a Hysterectomy which completely through my body for a loop. Over the past 1.5 years I am back up to 225 lbs and so incredibly disgusted with myself. I always told myself no matter what I would NEVER let myself gain that…