Newbie very unmotivated and anxious...
I apologize if this post seems all over the place. Its nearly 5 am as I write this and I am just very nervous. I have been heavy my whole life. Either I didn't do a lot to do about it, or when I did, I didn't do a lot. Last year at school I did take the gym "class" that offers us a whole membership for a gym, where I did…