Sad, tired of crying and here because I've hit rock bottom.
My husband may love me no matter what, but its extremely hard for me to love myself when I've let myself get to 236lbs!!! I'm tall and curvy and none of my friends would EVER guess that's what I weigh but it's true! Saying this to a bunch of strangers is my first step in what I pray is the right direction. I've lost…