Darn....
reachingforarainbow
Posts: 224 Member
Basically my body is rebelling. I'm not even sure where to post this. Its partially related to do with my bulimia and partially related to me just being an idiot.
This weekend, I went out drinking with not enough food in my system. I drank atleast 15 drinks. (Mostly all just shots) and I wouldn't of even been sick, but my friend had to go get sick so I made myself sick because I figured it wasn't that weird if I made myself after drinking. It was purely because I was thinking about getting rid of calories. Even when I am totally gone I am still thinking about that. The thing is, I didn't have anything in my stomach to get rid of and just was throwing up blood.
I then told my friend about my issues (even though for the most part I've been okay for quite awhile with not using behaviors like restricting or purging). The mental side of things though is still there.
I've been feeling hung over ever since (3 days so far). And I've been feeling nauseous, dizzy, and my throat has been really sore. I also keep choking on liquids. And everything seems to taste disgusting.
I wish I was just normal and boring
This weekend, I went out drinking with not enough food in my system. I drank atleast 15 drinks. (Mostly all just shots) and I wouldn't of even been sick, but my friend had to go get sick so I made myself sick because I figured it wasn't that weird if I made myself after drinking. It was purely because I was thinking about getting rid of calories. Even when I am totally gone I am still thinking about that. The thing is, I didn't have anything in my stomach to get rid of and just was throwing up blood.
I then told my friend about my issues (even though for the most part I've been okay for quite awhile with not using behaviors like restricting or purging). The mental side of things though is still there.
I've been feeling hung over ever since (3 days so far). And I've been feeling nauseous, dizzy, and my throat has been really sore. I also keep choking on liquids. And everything seems to taste disgusting.
I wish I was just normal and boring
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Are you still feeling like this Rainbow? If so, please see a doctor!! Throwing up blood is NOT good.0
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Nony_Mouse wrote: »Are you still feeling like this Rainbow? If so, please see a doctor!! Throwing up blood is NOT good.
I'm okay now. I really should not drink though. Makes me feel crummy and my body really does not like it (well I guess no ones body is meant for binge drinking)
I still have been dizzy but just probably dehydrated0
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