Terrified. Having a panic attack.

zoe263
zoe263 Posts: 14 Member
im terrified. I can't bring myself to eat things but I'm hungry. I spat out my crackers and I'm just having a meltdown. I don't want to binge and purge again. I considered going up town to but I know is get a pie. I can't purge. It hurts my boyfriend and I can't do that to him.

Seriously my mind is going a million miles a minute.

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  • talliepants
    talliepants Posts: 2 Member
    I know this is from a few days ago and that you were looking for some help in the moment, but I really hope that you're feeling a little better today. Did you end up getting through it without binging and/or purging? Regardless, it sounds like you were having a really tough time, and I hope you found someone to be there for you.