The beginning of a new me.

FitNicole2020

Since having our son almost 7 years ago I have really struggled to get back to the me I used to be. Over the last several months I have spent a lot of time reflecting and trying to figure out what I am going to do. Since having Blayne I have gained 97 lbs. I have been slowly working on making better choices and cutting out mindless eating at night. With this I have been able to loos 42lbs over the last year. But then, I started just not caring anymore. I decided to go and chat with the owners of the new gym that will be opening in our town. They were the kindest most nicest people I have had the pleasure of speaking with. While they aren't even opened yet the owners have given me a begging plan so I can stop procrastinating and get my butt in gear. Today is day one. It was a bit of a rough start but everything worth fighting for takes dedication and will power. I compromised with myself this morning, instead of grabbing the 20oz Mountain Dew, (that my family so lovingly calls my coffee), I opted to drink one of the smaller 7.5 oz cans of Coka Cola my mom had in the fridge. Not drinking any soda would have been best but everything has to start somewhere. Tomorrow is a new day and I am proud of myself for not just saying "Well, I've already screwed today up. I may as well just start tomorrow." Tomorrow is today.