33f 5'4 115-120... healthy maintenance check-in twin?

Would love another 30+something shortie to keep in touch with, especially as the dark and rainy, bulky clothed delicious goody season hits!

My twinsie is not a "natural petite" and has some experience in the 130-180lb range. I was heaviest in high school and gained an obscene amount in both of my pregnancies.

I could eat endless pastries, and my favorite food is fries. My "norm" quickly bounces back to 130-135 pretty fast, booming onward even further if allowed, but I'm just not happy there. I feel best physically and emotionally at 115, but dang. That is not a lot of food.

I loooove/hate food and have had serious struggles with it - I feel like I fight the fight nearly every day, until I don't... and suddenly I'm 10lbs up and hopping back on the sad train of shame.

I have an athletic, mesomorphic build and bulk up fast. I only do yoga :)

Anyone want to poke me with a peppermint stick?