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eelamme
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New and just want to vent it out. Along with a mild form of bipolar depression I deal with the occasional insomnia
Because I work a lot of 13 to 14 hr days the insomnia can reek havoc on my life. Once I have a few days off all I want to do is sleep. So. Yesterday and today that is all I've done
Now that I'm awake I'm doing the normal dishes/laundry/housekeeping...yet I don't want to. For now that I'm awake my mind reels with thoughts of how I will never be where I want to be. I'm sure this post makes little sense and I'm not necessarily looking for advice or compassion. Just want to get it out.
Because I work a lot of 13 to 14 hr days the insomnia can reek havoc on my life. Once I have a few days off all I want to do is sleep. So. Yesterday and today that is all I've done
Now that I'm awake I'm doing the normal dishes/laundry/housekeeping...yet I don't want to. For now that I'm awake my mind reels with thoughts of how I will never be where I want to be. I'm sure this post makes little sense and I'm not necessarily looking for advice or compassion. Just want to get it out.
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