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AnonymousBingeED
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Hello Everyone,
I'm 18 years old and for over a year have been struggling with binge eating disorder after dealing with Bulimia. I only started to seek help recently, and I thought maybe i can find some extra support and people to help me with my journey to recovery on here.
In the months of October, November and December 2013 I started binging every day (as opposed to my usual x2 a week) I was feeling so depressed and had so many mental breakdowns at that time. What motivated me to really get help is the way my eating disorder stopped me from spending Christmas and NYE with my family; there was too much food around and I would binge then just isolate myself from everyone and cry alone in my room. On NYE I binged in the day and felt fat, bloated and horrible at night, I had my hair and make up done ready to celebrate with my family.....but looking at my bloated self in the mirror, looking practically pregnant I started crying uncontrollably and ended up taking my make up off, changing into pajamas and avoiding my family.....NEVER again do I want to feel like this, what broke my heart was my dad, when he came looking for me and he told me how sad he was that I didn't want to celebrate with them.(Of course my father doesn't know about my BED)....Now I just want to stop binge eating so much....any advice or any help/comments I would appreciate xoxox
I'm 18 years old and for over a year have been struggling with binge eating disorder after dealing with Bulimia. I only started to seek help recently, and I thought maybe i can find some extra support and people to help me with my journey to recovery on here.
In the months of October, November and December 2013 I started binging every day (as opposed to my usual x2 a week) I was feeling so depressed and had so many mental breakdowns at that time. What motivated me to really get help is the way my eating disorder stopped me from spending Christmas and NYE with my family; there was too much food around and I would binge then just isolate myself from everyone and cry alone in my room. On NYE I binged in the day and felt fat, bloated and horrible at night, I had my hair and make up done ready to celebrate with my family.....but looking at my bloated self in the mirror, looking practically pregnant I started crying uncontrollably and ended up taking my make up off, changing into pajamas and avoiding my family.....NEVER again do I want to feel like this, what broke my heart was my dad, when he came looking for me and he told me how sad he was that I didn't want to celebrate with them.(Of course my father doesn't know about my BED)....Now I just want to stop binge eating so much....any advice or any help/comments I would appreciate xoxox
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