August 30, 2014
julieworley376
Posts: 444 Member
Yes this is very late in the day. Have been in a strange mood. Worried about my daughters recovery, especially as she had a C section on Tuesday and is moving house around 300 miles tomorrow. My son and new daughter in law are already with her and will be moving her, husband, 3 daughters to their new home near them. I am so thrilled she is getting out of London and will be near to her brother.
Also worried about my upcoming surgery but it just can't come fast enough for me. Have gained another couple of pounds and I am so uncomfortable sometimes I want to sit and cry. I can't do anything without getting so out of breath it's pathetic.
Added to all this I am homesick. I haven't met my 2 year old granddaughter yet and I have another.. part of me just wants to throw up everything and go.. but now is not the time. Hopefully I can make better plans when I go over there in March.. if I can make it that long.
Sorry I seem to be really whining.. but it's just how I feel. So if you want to whine.. hit me with it.. it's okay.
Also worried about my upcoming surgery but it just can't come fast enough for me. Have gained another couple of pounds and I am so uncomfortable sometimes I want to sit and cry. I can't do anything without getting so out of breath it's pathetic.
Added to all this I am homesick. I haven't met my 2 year old granddaughter yet and I have another.. part of me just wants to throw up everything and go.. but now is not the time. Hopefully I can make better plans when I go over there in March.. if I can make it that long.
Sorry I seem to be really whining.. but it's just how I feel. So if you want to whine.. hit me with it.. it's okay.
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Sorry to see you are feeling rough. It is horrid when lots of troubling thoughts and feelings keep whirling around inside. I prescribe seeking out cuddles and having a cry if need one. I often feel better after that. I hope you feel better soon.
I am having an ok day, not much to complain about apart from dull grey British weather out. I am mildly bored but soon be bed time for me. Just had a lazy pottering around at home day.
My scales are being exceptionally nice to me recently but I put that all down to finally finding an eating style that suits me and that may be quite an individual thing.0 -
So sorry to hear that you are having a rough time. We all have nagging fears and worries that bring us down to the point of wanting to cry. So have that bit of a cry and know it's ok to do so. I can be Whiney some days as well, so I give myself permission to have those feeling and then I move on until the next time I feel this way. Be kind to yourself and relax in a hot tub or curl up with a good book and a soft blanket feel better soon.0
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Sending SUPERDUPERHUGE(sorry...belated)HUGS your way, all!!0
