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buckeye86
buckeye86 Posts: 128 Member
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For some reason depression hit me like a ton of bricks today. I'm thinking it's probably PMS, though I've been diagnosed bipolar and I'm unmedicated. I've spent all day just laying in bed and lots of crying, but I decided to step on the scale a few minutes ago and see what it said. I'm finally in the 130s (139.5). I've been waiting for this moment for a long time and thought it would never happen. The last time I was here, I was probably 9 or 10. Problem is, I can't get excited about it. Mentally I know I want to, but emotionally there's nothing there. Anyone else have the energy to get excited for me to make up for my lack of emotion?

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  • missdaisy79
    missdaisy79 Posts: 566 Member
    :drinker: :flowerforyou:
    Well done - 139.5 is a great achievement. You've come so far with losing weight, you should be proud of yourself. I'm so sorry to hear that you're feeling bad today. Hopefully it's just a blip, and you can spring back soon.
  • hm_day
    hm_day Posts: 857 Member
    I remember how excited I was to be back in the 130s again. But I know how you feel. Feel free to message me to talk! Also, perhaps you should look into getting medicated?
  • buckeye86
    buckeye86 Posts: 128 Member
    Thank you guys :). Today was much better. Hormones mess me up sometimes and I was having boyfriend issues. I definitely appreciated the scale much more today.

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