FINALLY FEELING HAPPY ABOUT HOW FAR I'VE COME
tbolashana
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LAST YEAR, IN MARCH, WHEN I BEGAN MY WEIGHT LOST JOURNEY, I WEIGHED 143lbs. I GOT DOWN TO 128 IN 3 MONTHS AND THEN GAINED LIKE 2-3lbsAND STARTED EXERCISING AGAIN AND GOT BACK TO 128. I AM NOW AT 128lbs. I STARTED INSANITY A MONTH AGO THINKING THAT IT WOULD GET ME CLOSER TO MY IDEAL WEIGHT (120-123), BUT IT HASN'T YET. THE SCALE IS STILL THE SAME (PROBABLY BECAUSE I DIDN'T HAVE A HRM IN MONTH 1 , SO I PROBABLY WASN'T EATING ENOUGH. ANNYYYWAYYY...) 128LBS.
WHEN I PUT ON CLOTHES OR LOOK AT MYSELF IN THE MIRROR, I FEEL LIKE I LOOK GREAT! I HAVE A 4y/o AND ALWAYS WANTED TO GET A SOME KIND OF "pack" TO SAY "HEY JUST CUZ U HAD A CHILD DOESN'T MEAN U CAN'T GET IT TOGETHER". I BASICALLY WANTED TO BE A HOT MOM!
I FELT LIKE I GOT SO ATTENTIVE TO THE # ON THE SCALE THAT I HAD LOST SIGHT OF WHAT WAS REALLY IMPORTANT--HOW I FELT ABOUT THE WAY I LOOK, SO THIS MORNING I DECIDED THAT THE SCALE DOESN'T MATTER! I LIKE THE WAY I LOOK, SO I AM GOING TO BE HAPPY WITH WHAT I'VE DONE AND THE WAY I LOOK.
I'M SEXY DAMN IT AND NEVER WANT TO FORGET THAT AGAIN!!!
P.S. I AM GOING TO FINISH INSANITY EVEN IF THE SCALE DOESN'T BUDGET.
WHEN I PUT ON CLOTHES OR LOOK AT MYSELF IN THE MIRROR, I FEEL LIKE I LOOK GREAT! I HAVE A 4y/o AND ALWAYS WANTED TO GET A SOME KIND OF "pack" TO SAY "HEY JUST CUZ U HAD A CHILD DOESN'T MEAN U CAN'T GET IT TOGETHER". I BASICALLY WANTED TO BE A HOT MOM!
I FELT LIKE I GOT SO ATTENTIVE TO THE # ON THE SCALE THAT I HAD LOST SIGHT OF WHAT WAS REALLY IMPORTANT--HOW I FELT ABOUT THE WAY I LOOK, SO THIS MORNING I DECIDED THAT THE SCALE DOESN'T MATTER! I LIKE THE WAY I LOOK, SO I AM GOING TO BE HAPPY WITH WHAT I'VE DONE AND THE WAY I LOOK.
I'M SEXY DAMN IT AND NEVER WANT TO FORGET THAT AGAIN!!!
P.S. I AM GOING TO FINISH INSANITY EVEN IF THE SCALE DOESN'T BUDGET.
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