Hi I am new,

BattyMama

and this is the most public that I have gotten to telling anyone that I am anorexic. I have been since before high school ( that is at lest 17 years ago). In high school I was running 26+ miles everyday and eating 500 calories a day I weighed in (at my lowest) 98 pounds and at most 120. Now I feel that I am stuffed in someone else body since if you ad my low and high weight it is what I weigh now. I have lost 100 pounds after a very hard few years with an ex, my husband is supportive most of the time but we disagree on what is a good goal weight for me and how and what I should be eating. I am trying o get back to a healthier person and learn that food is nothing more then fuel so that I can get my workout done.

I am a mother of two young monsters and i fear that i might be teaching them my eating habits so I know I have to do something.

~Raven~