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I'm so tired of being fat
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DimplesInProgress
Posts: 149 Member
I am really at that point today... I'm not feeling well to begin with today and I'm sitting here looking at pictures on facebook of people I used to be close to.. Some of them are so thin and beautiful and I just feel even sicker looking at them. I mean.. Here I am.. 220 pounds of nastiness and I can't even motivate myself to lose weight. WHY? What the heck is wrong with me? Why did I do this to myself? What made me gain all this stupid weight to begin with and now I can't get rid of it? I feel like a fat blob. Pancakes for breakfast, a bowl of brunswick stew and a serving of chili.. UGH.. I feel gross. My head hurts so bad that I can't make myself get up and exercise.. I just want to vomit.. ****.. I just hate myself today.. Why do I keep doing this to myself?
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I think we've all been here.
Desperate to lose weight.
Seemingly sabotaging ones self, knowingly or unknowingly.
Then hating ourselves for doing it.
But that's the problem.
Your ability to lose weight isnt the determining factor in your self worth. Who you are, and what you do for the people you care about does. Don't put yourself down! If anything is going to keep you from reaching your goals its negativity. You can do this!0
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