All but clinically diagnosed

RmembrWhy

Hello. I just joined this group. I am very hesitant to post here although I feel like I really need help. I am very depressed and disgusted with myself and don't want to or have the mental capacity to deal with it all by myself anymore. I feel like I'm on the outside of myself looking in on me and how miserable I am. I think I need a therapist. The feelings I have are so toxic and dangerous. Every week I live and am not happy with myself , weight, size, accomplishments in life, I seemingly drown further into my own continuous despair. Why can't I just wake up?

fadingdragon

I am sorry you are feeling so down. How long have you felt this way?