Last night I resisted to not eat anything after a normal healthy dinner! I came so close to making the second meal of pb &j or scarfing down an ice cream sandwich. When I was really close to doing it. I put water on the stove, took a hot shower, and when I got outmy hot sleepy time tea was ready. It filled me up and put me to sleep.

It just feels good to not hurt so bad from binging and passing out.
And not asking my boyfriend to go to circle k for some worthless item just so i can vom.