I look at myself in the mirror, and know that I am better than this. I have let myself get out of control, and I am doing no one any good like this. I am ashamed to be out in public, and for awhile I was letting that keep me from going to church. But, I am not letting the devil get me down like that anymore. I am putting everything into perspective, and I know that God loves me and He is by my side while I am on this journey. That is my motivation. Yes, there will be bumps in the road, and I will slip up from time to time, but God will be there to help me back on the right path and keep guiding me along the way.