I've had myfitnesspal for a long time now but just started really using it again yesterday. I just updated my profile and goals and it's telling me I will only lose about 5lbs by July 22! I immediately found myself wanting to revert back to old measures. Thoughts of how I can lose all of that by the end of this week popped up and I'm having major anxiety about it. I really want to do this the right way this time. I can't keep wasting my life in this disorder!! It just makes me want to cry and break things because the grip of this disease is so tight around me that I don't feel like it will ever go away. Why is an eating disorder even a thing?! Why does it have to happen to us??! It's not fair and it's awful!! I know I'm just rambling now and I'm sorry about that. I guess I'm just looking for reassurance that I'm doing the right thing