I realized that every single person around me is exactly where I am with fitness/eating. There's nothing wrong with that, but it makes it so easy to just do what everyone else does. I need more of a social "push" --- or at least I need a space to talk about my weight loss goals without feeling like I'm putting someone else's choices down. I can't believe how much it costs, basically just to go to meetings, since I'm tracking calories here, but it's the one thing that I just really need right now.