My weekly weigh in: Up 16 pounds from last week, but according to my weight trend I'm only up about 3 "real weight." I binged every day this week, so I'm surprised not lore damage was done. Many of them were somewhat smaller than usual, like around 5000 calories. So I guess I should be positive about that. I need this week to be different, and I think it will be. I keep saying this bingeing cycle should be coming to an end and it's true...I swear it has got to be any day now!!!

Wow that's amazing, congrats!

@ab6046 Hang in there. Tomorrow is a new day, a new change to start over and take control. We're all here for you.

I lost the 13 last week (that I had gained the previous week) as I've yesterday. I ruined it last night/today and I am wayyyyy up again. Perfect.

@RespectTheKitty ~ That's awesome! If you're doing the right things, just keep doing them.

Currently, my weigh-ins are quite uneventful. I fluctuate a lb or 2, either, way, but seem to be holding quite steady.... currently, just maintaining my fatness. I have to keep telling myself, that I am OK with that, for now... because if I'm not binging.... and a few mini-binges aren't causing me to gain... then, I'm doing better than I was. And, as I've previously preached, my current goal, is to NOT binge.... I have to put losing weight to the side, because I think for me, restriction = binge. At some point, I'm gonna have to sort out a bit of a deficit, and get the scale moving down... but, baby steps....

gbread2u0169 wrote: »

FINALLY seeing movement on the scales again! Down another 1.2lbs for a total loss of 11.9 to date! Woo hoo......only 100.3 pounds to go.

Amazing, great work!

-0.8 this week. I have a strong feeling this bingeing cycle has ended for me, so I'm gonna shoot to lose another pound this week. If it has ended, then it should be easy. When I'm not in a bingeing cycle, I usually still binge once or twice a week so that'll slow me down anyway. I really hope I'm right about this, but I feel pretty confident. This is how I feel when it ends usually.

daniellethesheep wrote: »

Weighed in at 156.3 Saturday and 161 today (after two days of binging). Didn't like what I saw so I binged again. Disgusted with myself. Whatever. In a week I can just stop exercising and drop the calories super super low or fast or whatever. I don't even care

I know the weight gain sucks and you are desperate to see change but please, please reconsider trying to lose the weight fast. I've been on that side of the coin too and you won't like what happens to your body when undereating. You can screw up your body big time and when your hair starts falling out you won't be happy. Also chances are you will end up right back on the binging side of things just like me. I'm not trying to tell you what to do, I just don't want to see you get trapped in the vicious binge/restrict cycle like myself. ::hugs::

Weighed in at 155 today after a binge last night, about 2-2½ weeks left then I will stop trying to lose weight, just not meant to be.

My weight back down some after big binge. It happened the first week of April and weight went up six pounds. Unfortunately it's taken me these few weeks of more big binges and a lot of mini binges to get back on track. I didn't weigh myself again till a few days ago cause knew the numbers would trigger me. I really hate it that the number on the scale is so important it dictates my day you know? Need to be kinder to myself for sure.

157.6

Goal for next Saturday: 155

Long time no post for me. Ran the Boston marathon on Monday in 3:55 after a week off to try and fix my shins. Great race, amazing crowds, super hot. Looking at pictures from the race was kind of a bummer, considering I'm 30 lbs heavier than I was when I qualified. It sucks that thinking about weight can suck so much out of a great experience. Felt not great afterwards (mentally and physically), and today was the first day I had worked out since Monday. My weight was all over the place even without working out. I hit an all time high of 173 on April 14 (water weight probably but still). Definitely less binging with less exercise but I still had a few super bad days. I want to really focus on losing weight now, which is not ideal to do with high volume running, so I feel like there will be a lot of cross training in my future.

Danielle I'm glad you updated us! Definitely take some time off from exercise and try to recover and relax. For now, are you just running for fun? Or are you training for something else?

mweckler wrote: »

So I weighed in today. I am at 198.9 finally out of the 200's. Now to just keep going and losing weight.

Congrats on onederland! So awesome!