I REALLY need help

hgmans90
hgmans90 Posts: 2 Member
I've been trying to go on a diet for years. I am currently studying medicine and it seems like a joke whenever i go to class and learn all these things that will kill me for being morbidly obese. I need someone to push me. This is my last hope. I'm scared because i cant stop binge eating and I keep lying to myself saying that it'll be ok.

I'm hoping that you can help me in this journey
I'm 27, female and scared

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  • Gabbysmum2014
    Gabbysmum2014 Posts: 14 Member
    I'm right there with you! I'm working on getting my doctorate in physical therapy but currently struggle tying my own shoes. I began bingeing after my daughter was born prematurely and it was my coping mechanism. She's great but I never stopped. I can't even seem to force myself to really get started. I logged in here on hopes I would. Maybe we can help each other.
  • kdeclerq
    kdeclerq Posts: 65 Member
    It's hard! Binging is like an addiction. It's easy to start, and nearly impossible to stop. I can't pretend to know what it feels like to be in the medical profession and to struggle with your weight at the same time. I imagine the stress of that alone is enough to trigger all those bad habits. But just remember that your weight, while important, is not what makes you a doctor. It's your mind and your ability to carry out your profession! Don't let it influence the development of those really important skills!

    I'm a writer, and I got into binging because I was stressed out, working really weird hours, and always fatigued or emotional. Now, I'm gong to these media events where I have to be on my feet all day, sometimes literally running after people, and I find I can't compete with everyone else. It's embarrassing and frustrating. I want to be healthy. I want to be able to travel, go on long hikes, see and do the amazing things my friends do. But, I always fall back on food...

    I rejoined MFP a few weeks ago. I'm also 27. I think we are at that tipping point age, where it's still possible to change our habits if we work at it. We can all do it if we really focus. It's going to be hard, and there will be withdrawal - but with enough support we can make it happen!
  • itsallgood803
    itsallgood803 Posts: 133 Member
    I totally understand how you feel. It's so incredibly hard to stop yourself, and every day, every meal feels like a battle. We can motivate each other.