I had my gastric bypass in March of 2015. I lost over 100 pounds, and felt great. I got off a lot of the social media (MFP included) because I just felt I spent too much time on them.
Now, 2018 has just about killed me, but I am getting back on track. My mother passed away in February, and then our dog passed the next month. I fell into a VERY deep depression following, and just pretty much gave up on everything for a while. Some mornings I literally have had to tell myself to get out of bed. I am the single mom of an adult child with autism which means I am the money source and don't have the luxury of shutting down. The other morning I realized that Mom wouldn't want me doing this. She was my biggest cheerleader, and learning to live the rest of my life without her is going to be so difficult. I know I need to power through, even though I feel so terribly alone. I have 4 siblings and have not heard from them much at all since Mom passed.
Sorry for the downer post, but I really needed to be honest with someone...