Sept 15 - Oct 1
GaGasheesh
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LW: 135.4
TW: 135.2
Ugh. I never get very big reductions anymore. I guess slow and steady is good, but it's very frustrating.
Sarah, getting medical care takes so long. I'm so sorry for what you're going through.
I'm beginning to feel angry about it too, so I can't blame your hubby for his feelings. Especially now that you're getting twinges. . that's scary. But, as I typed Oct in the discussion, I realized that Oct is right here. I'll pray that you get a call and get scheduled very soon now. All you can do in the meantime is distract yourself. TV shows with no redeeming social value sounds like a plan, lol. I recently downloaded to our dvr all the seasons of "The Real Housewives of Salt Lake City". 
My daughters and DIL all watch that, so I wanted to see what happened. Wow, it's real garbage reality TV, but lots of familiar places, scenery, and cultural differences, so it's interesting. Don't feel guilty. All my daughters have at least Master Degrees, and one PhD, so it's no reflection on intelligence, lol. Sometimes we just need a bubblegum-for-the-mind distraction from our lives.
Kelly, I hope all is going well for you and your family, and that you're finding a little time for yourself too. We're all here thinking about you and sending our good thoughts.
Lois, you're a busy lady, and it's great you still find the time for your kids, grandkids and extended family. I hope you're putting your health as a top priority though. It sounds like the chef is working out great. Please try to get to your PT appointments too, okay? It's so important for your mobility.
I had a fun weekend at the final home baseball game with my daughter here and her family. They have a little train ride around the outfield, and I got my granddaughters on it with me. Of course, fed them hot dogs and crackerjacks. There were fireworks after the game, which the 3 yo did not like, so I took her for a walk. It was a sad farewell to that ball park.
On Sunday, I felt the need to go on my birthday hike, just to make sure I can still do it. Hubby didn't want to go, so I went by myself. I parked at our old cabin (nobody was there, and the buyers had told me I was always welcome). I made it all the way up to Greens Basin Meadow, and beyond! I heard elk calling out in the mating season. I never saw anybody, but one guy on a mountain bike. Coming down, I decided to go laterally along a path that goes to another trail called "Days Fork". It was such a beautiful day. I'll post a few pictures later. And then down and coming back up a path to the back of the cabin property. I was pleased that nothing looks changed at all at the cabin. Even the same window coverings. I didn't feel sad, but happy that a family with little kids and youthful energy was there now. The hike ended up being 5 miles of pretty rough terrain. (I used a walking stick and was careful.) But, my hubby and kids scolded me. But, I'm glad I did it. 
Hiking alone is a spiritual experience.
TW: 135.2
Ugh. I never get very big reductions anymore. I guess slow and steady is good, but it's very frustrating.
Sarah, getting medical care takes so long. I'm so sorry for what you're going through.
I'm beginning to feel angry about it too, so I can't blame your hubby for his feelings. Especially now that you're getting twinges. . that's scary. But, as I typed Oct in the discussion, I realized that Oct is right here. I'll pray that you get a call and get scheduled very soon now. All you can do in the meantime is distract yourself. TV shows with no redeeming social value sounds like a plan, lol. I recently downloaded to our dvr all the seasons of "The Real Housewives of Salt Lake City". My daughters and DIL all watch that, so I wanted to see what happened. Wow, it's real garbage reality TV, but lots of familiar places, scenery, and cultural differences, so it's interesting. Don't feel guilty. All my daughters have at least Master Degrees, and one PhD, so it's no reflection on intelligence, lol. Sometimes we just need a bubblegum-for-the-mind distraction from our lives.Kelly, I hope all is going well for you and your family, and that you're finding a little time for yourself too. We're all here thinking about you and sending our good thoughts.
Lois, you're a busy lady, and it's great you still find the time for your kids, grandkids and extended family. I hope you're putting your health as a top priority though. It sounds like the chef is working out great. Please try to get to your PT appointments too, okay? It's so important for your mobility.
I had a fun weekend at the final home baseball game with my daughter here and her family. They have a little train ride around the outfield, and I got my granddaughters on it with me. Of course, fed them hot dogs and crackerjacks. There were fireworks after the game, which the 3 yo did not like, so I took her for a walk. It was a sad farewell to that ball park.
On Sunday, I felt the need to go on my birthday hike, just to make sure I can still do it. Hubby didn't want to go, so I went by myself. I parked at our old cabin (nobody was there, and the buyers had told me I was always welcome). I made it all the way up to Greens Basin Meadow, and beyond! I heard elk calling out in the mating season. I never saw anybody, but one guy on a mountain bike. Coming down, I decided to go laterally along a path that goes to another trail called "Days Fork". It was such a beautiful day. I'll post a few pictures later. And then down and coming back up a path to the back of the cabin property. I was pleased that nothing looks changed at all at the cabin. Even the same window coverings. I didn't feel sad, but happy that a family with little kids and youthful energy was there now. The hike ended up being 5 miles of pretty rough terrain. (I used a walking stick and was careful.) But, my hubby and kids scolded me. But, I'm glad I did it. Hiking alone is a spiritual experience.0
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LW: 127.8
TW: 129.4
Hi, all. Oddly, as I typed my weight, I didn't feel the least bit disappointed. There was something just "off" about last week's weight. Now that I think about it, I am actually relieved to be below 130 today. This past week, my swing has been more dramatic in a not good way, and I was up to 131 point something one day. My steps and my intake have been pretty normal, so I wonder what stress is doing to me. Thankfully, so far, it is not keeping me awake at night, which for me, is always the very worst.
I do have a small update to make about my surgery. Just as my class ended yesterday, my cell phone rang, and it was the scheduler at my surgeon's office. She said she wanted to get me on the books for November. Made me pause because they've been telling me that they were still waiting for info on openings for October. So how did they get opening info for November? But rather than question that, I just stressed that my doctor is adamant about getting this done in October. The scheduler told me that they are still trying for an October date, but that just in case they can't get me in during October, she wants to get me down for November before all those dates are gone. So, I'm down for November 12, and I'm still praying for something sooner. She did ask me an odd question before we hung up, which was "would you be available if something comes open for next week?" And of course, I told her I'm available ANY time--the sooner the better. Maybe they're anticipating that someone will back out of their scheduled procedure.
Sheesh, thanks for posting the photos. I actually teared up when I saw the one of the ballpark with the mountains in the background. How sad that it is closing. Those mountains are just so, so beautiful. I've often said that although I'm an east coast kind of gal, I'd love to live somewhere for a short time where I can see mountains like that. And yay for you for taking your birthday hike. Because of hubby's neck and back pain and unrelenting IBS lately, I do almost all of my walking solo. I do find that when I walk with someone, time goes faster, but I concentrate on our conversation. And when I walk alone, I concentrate on what I'm seeing and smelling and feeling.
Lois, I'm glad the chef is working out. Between your work and PT and other appointments, I know it's probably hard to find time to do the shopping, cooking, and cleaning needed to prepare healthy meals. Just keep on plugging. Better days are a coming!
Kelly, I hope that all the things that have concerned you with your daughter's injury, the issue with your son, and your mother-in-law's health are evening out and that you've been able to take some time for yourself. I know--easier said than done many times. But like Sheesh, I hope you feel the good thoughts and energy we are sending your way.
And now, I'm off to walk on the TM (it has been raining here for days and will continue as Helene makes her way north) and do some household chores. I'm avoiding doing a couple of things that I need to do for our financial advisor, but the guilt is beginning to get to me, so I may make a little time to work on one those, too. But before I close, here are my 7-day averages for last week:
Steps = 10,294
Kcals burned = 1,669
I think I should make burning at least 1,700 kcals a day my goal for this coming week. Last week, I only did that on 2 days.
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Happy Thursday ladies.
Sheesh - Enjoy the small achievements. ALL of your pictures look amazing. I love to hike solo as well.. hopefully you had shared your location on your phone/watch and alerted someone you were heading out that way solo. I am all for solo hikes, but I agreed with the family I would share location and text when I started, got to my car and again when I drove away. Such protective people, but I would also ask the same of them as well...so I always did it. By the way, your hiking area is GORGEOUS!!! Mine are open trails, no real trees, just cactus and shrubs. And the family photos are beautiful!! Everyone looks so happy.
Sarah - great that they got you on the schedule...and yes, people do cancel last minute so maybe you'll be fortunate and get a call for next week.
My sinus infection is over. Work is still insane. I did not make my PT on Tuesday.
Monday evening Cam/Kelsie's dad texted me that the kids uncle (his BIL 54yo) had fallen and had passed away. Sadly, he lived alone and was in poor health and a serious decline over the past few years since his wife passed away (you may remember me sharing they had to make the decision on Christmas Eve). the kid's dad was his main caregiver (he took care of his mom and his BIL - both lived separately). Anyhow, at some point he had fallen between Sunday and Monday afternoon. We don't yet know what caused his passing. I stayed up Monday night to share with my husband (mainly because I kept crying and couldn't sleep). Hubby even shared some tears. Even though the kid's parents had divorced several years ago, their dad, his mom, sister and BIL still joined us for holiday and birthday celebrations. They are still part of our family and I expect them every time I host Thanksgiving, Christmas Eve and Christmas day. Easter was the only holiday they went their own way. Tuesday morning I woke up to a text from their dad that on top of his BIL's passing, his mom had tripped and banged her head rather hard. He had to take her to ER where she was admitted with a concussion and broken nose. As I got that news, I just had to lay back down and rest a little more. I have deadlines at work and really needed rest to focus on numbers and reports. I will go to PT on Friday afternoon. Friday night Cam's football game is on this side of town and on Saturday morning I will head across town for Kelsie's flag football game and stick around to help their dad if he needs it...or just take him to lunch and give him some respite. He's gong to have his hands full.
Chef's food - delicious and healthier than a restaurant so that's been helpful. We did freeze a couple of dinners so I'll have those next week.
Next week is a little busier on a personal level - I see doc on Monday for my recurring ingrown toenail. Hoping he can get me on schedule sooner rather than later to get that remedied. That impacts how I walk and wearing sneakers vs flip flops. Just full of challenges. Tuesday I have my 3 hour tour to trim my hair and color the grays and Friday is Cam's game on the other side of town. Kelsie, here mom and I are going to the movies at 2 to see Hocus Pocus, then dinner with the family, Cam's homecoming game at 7. I'll stay the night there as Saturday morning is Rhea's 6th bday party. Saturday afternoon... who knows where I'll end up. Hubby will be away at camp so deciding to hang with Kelsie, possibly see Cam all dressed up for homecoming dance or just head home. So I'm focusing on the positives and happiness to come.
I might just take off tomorrow and see if I can get PT in the morning. We'll see how my workload ends today.
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First, happy, happy birthday, Sheesh. I know your friends and family will make sure this is a delightful day for you.
And Lois, oh my gosh! So much going on for you, but I'm proud of you for recognizing that among the trying things of life, there are still enjoyable times. I try to remember that myself when it feels like the balance is tipping too far in a "not good" direction. It's so easy to start thinking that other people have it easier, when that is so not true.
I think I jinxed myself on Wednesday by saying that worry over this mass has at least not impacted my sleep because I woke up about 3:30 a.m. on Thursday (after going to bed well after midnight). I think what woke me up was a combination of a full bladder, discomfort on my left side, and a brain that would just not turn off. I am having no luck addressing the ADA issue for one of the women in my class and the county representative and my co-leader are not responding to text messages, emails, or phone messages. So I'm both concerned and getting a little angry. And then the discomfort on my left side stirred up both my concern for my health and my anger at the healthcare system. I kept trying to go back to sleep, and maybe caught a few winks, but at 6 a.m., I decided to just get up, take a long hot shower, and enjoy more time than usual with my morning paper and coffee before I had to head to class. Then I did some additional volunteer work last night to keep the focus off of me and onto other people. But really, although I am so very sorry for the loss of your extended family member, and I so relate to the job stress, reading your post did help "right size" me a bit. And gosh darn about the toe. When a foot hurts, it affects the whole body, so I do hope that you can get it addressed quickly. I'm so glad that you have some enjoyable things coming up with ballgames, movies, and family dinners. Know that I am sending positive energy your way.
Hope we soon hear from Kelly. She has also had her plate full.
Yesterday, there was a break in the rain that let me get in an hour walk outside, but I don't think I'll be that lucky today. Forecasts say that we will not see sunshine again until at least Tuesday of next week. Hubby texted with my adopted brother in southwestern NC earlier this morning, and other than losing some trees, he's okay, but I need to check on family located a little west of him. I understand that the county has lots of road closures, flooding, and power outages.0 -
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHEESH!!! Honestly, I DID remember, it's the same day as our anniversary so I can't forget. I just took all day Friday off and made myself stay off the computer all day... I was too concerned that I would end up "just checking on this one thing for work - and then time suck the day away on work when I took PTO". So I apologize for not sending the birthday greetings earlier. I've thought about you often.
Friday night's ballgame was HOT HOT HOT. We're back in 110...and it was so hot, the mister on my fan was evaporating before I could get it to hit my skin. Yes...at 7pm, it was still 106 and no breeze. Brutal. I did order some cowbells and clappers that we had a blast using at the game. This team has such a strong family support for their away games.
Fortunately, Kelsie's flag football game was cancelled for Saturday morning as we were still expecting another 110 day. And our family member's sister came into town, so they were going through the apartment etc. so bringing Kelsie for an overnight wasn't an option. I did pick up Rhea so her parents could have a date night and celebrate her mom's 40th bday. Rhea and I had a great time. She told me all about her behavior at Disneyland without me (had a tantrum because she couldn't do Bibbidy Boppidy Boutique again) and proceed to run from her parents. So we talked it through and she confirmed she shouldn't have run and next time, "I won't throw a tantrum Grammy". She was hilarious the way she snitches on herself. She and grandpa went swimming (too cold for Grammy). Dang, the way she talks about Disneyland - each time she just appreciates and enjoys it more and more.
Saw the doc this am for the toe. He has me on scheduled for Oct 16 to do it again. He said he's going to beat the nail this round... I dunno. I told him I have confidence in him, but zero confidence in my toenail giving up growing back in. But I'm game. There's no other option. This is will be #3 to have that section removed. Third time's a charm - right???
So Sarah - I've been thinking about you. I was in the patient portal for our medical care and noticed a message in the inbox. Apparently my new provider inquired about my last mammo. The notes mentioned enlarged lymphnode in right side and something else. NONE of that was in my letter, nor mentioned in my "all clear" phone call. I'm thinking the doc referenced the wrong image. Anyhow, I panicked for a quick second, and then took a breath. I have my follow up Oct 17 and he was going to order a new mammo for later October since my last one was Oct 20 of last year and I have to wait until at least 10/21. I can't locate my "all clear" letter as I think I may have tossed it - didn't think I'd need it since it was all good - see you next year... Oh and it also mentioned the enlargement may be due to a vaccination recently received. I don't do flu, covid etc. regularly. My last covid was in 2022. So another reason I think he was seeing a different patient. Anyhow, I can't spend time on that. I just want to say, that I better understand your fear/concern as I had a quick reaction as well. Still praying all goes well.
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