Happy Belated Easter. I hope you had a wonderful time with family. This first of April has been good. Even though I did not meet my goal of 60 mins a day, using myfitnesspal.com this week helped with writing down my food intake. And I feel accountable to you starting this group. So when I weighed in today, I had no lbs lost. It was a disappointment. I thought maybe at least 2lbs, but nothing. But I tried to keep my spirits up. With this week's challenge of no red meats, today I decided to have red meat before starting the challenge. What a mistake! It is now 1:40am in the morning and my stomach is on a rampage. I feel so heavy. So bloated. So disgusted with myself. I ate too much of all the wrong things today and now laying down hurts as if a ton of bricks is on top of me. I hate feeling this way. And no its not only the red meat but I also had sweets. After a week of no sweets, I had a piece of cherry pie and chocolate cake. What was I thinking?! The past week, I was okay. Doing fine. And I totally crashed! But I needed this. I needed to see the difference it makes in how I feel and look. A few weeks ago, I read that hollywood actress's spend on average $150,000.00 on beauty and health maintenance i.e. nutrition, exercise, training, hair cut, etc. So as much as I want to look like the "it" girl, I first need to get right with my self and be realistic. I can make changes and good choices with the little I have because I have a big heart and large support base. I need to lean on what I have and stop worry about what I don't have. This week, lets take notice of the mistakes of the past and make better choices.