D:I gained FIVE POUNDS this weekend. five. i dont know how that is even possible. I was doing well last week! i was down to 110, which is back within my normal range, and i thought i'd let myself cheat over the weekend. I went out for mexican food AND ice cream on saturday night and on sunday i ate wayyyy too much trail mix, more than half a bag of pita chips, a huge bowl of pasta for dinner AND half a milkshake for dessert (thank god there wasn't more left because i would have drank it). then, i was up late studying and i snuck two bowls of cereal after everyone else was asleep. i wasn't even hungry! i dont know why i have to sabatoge myself like that. i know that sneeking food late at night is not normal behavior! im like an alcoholic... if i give myself even just a little bit of leeway with what i eat i fall off the bandwagon completely and ruin everything i've worked for! what is wrong with me???