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Thanks everybody. I was way too weak to workout anyway, couldn't leave bed for 4 days. I also missed a quiz because I couldn't even go to school. I shouldn't feel guilty then for not working out for some time.

Doritos, Lay's, Pringles. I figure when I am emotionally vulnerable I will binge on chips.

I am sorry you need to take an antipsychotic. While on risperdal, I gained 30 kg in one year, it happened so fast that I couldn't figure it was happening, I just kept buying new clothes that would fit. Now I quit my meds and I am losing weight. But since it is an antipsychotic, don't do what I did and continue your…

I don't think mine as an excuse because I was only 46 kg for years and years prior to my weight gain, I was even too skinny. I see it as a reason. My pills that made me sooo hungry all the time and my doctor saying there is no way we can stop that side affect that I need the pills which made me fat (I would order pizza at…

Hi! I am 71 kg and want to be 55 kg. Our goals are similar in number! Take me in!

Today I almost fainted when I try to make a sandwich. I don't cough, but I sneeze and my nose runs and I have fever, and my head feels like exploding.

I am focusing on myself, I am my priority. But I love him and I am reading books on his commitment issues. I tried dating others or not calling him, doesn't work. I don't call him for a week, next week I call him at 3am crying. Maintaining a regular relationship with him (talking on phone, texting, meeting) is more useful…

He is the only person I want to be around...

Exactly, I know my mind plays games with me, and I learned to realise they are not real thoughts and I learned to stay calm without being affected by them.

My bf says he just doesn't want to take responsibility, but he still meets with me and has sex with me, ALWAYS commenting on my weight and how I should lose weight. I think he just doesn't want to be dating with an overweight girl. He is the one I call when I need someone to talk to, he definitely cares about me, but not…

You are right, during my mania I would quit my meds thinking I am fine and I don't need them. But I quit my meds during summer because I couldn't stand being numbed all the time anymore, and I searched for alternative ways of dealing with my problem. I don't use bipolar meds for at least 4 months now, and I am finer than…

Thanks for being supportive. :)

I am sick since I am 15... Believe me, I think I used every pill on the planet on variety of combinations with other pills. I have seen multiple doctors, stayed in hospitals, and even got Electroshock therapy :( while being hospitalised. It was the worse.

Thanks :) the doctor makes me use abilify 15 mg, but before that I was using 1500 mg of Depakin, 150 mg Efexor, Rexapin, xanax and pillls I don't even remember anymore... See it turns out I can survive without them, I just need to be aware of my emotions and learn to let go... I am studying psychology and right now I am…

I am just not exercising for 9-10 days because of ToM and illness, before that I was exercising regularly for few weeks.

Thank you :)). Yes, I noticed it is not linear when I was 70.5 one day and 73.2 the other... Having a light intensity day makes a lot of sense actually, I will do it that way, for recovery.

He didn't want me to stop the meds. He said 'by doing this you are accepting to be hospitalized' for a month I cried, vomitted, shaked, didn't sleep for days, didn't leave my room while quitting the meds. It was a torture. But I managed it. I see a psychiatrist every two weeks and a psyhologist every week.

The doctor thinks I have so many unhealthy schemas and loops of behavior

I take weekly therapy already.

I quit it while quitting 5 other psychiatry pills.

I am not very informed about thyroid.

The side affect of psychiatry pills is weight gain because they gave you an uncontrollable hungar. Before using them I was 46-50 kg. Then I started ordering pizza at 2am in the morning. They are on the market because gains overdo sidd affects. Doesn't mean side affects don't exist if there is moderation. I already admitted…

Thanks. The bipolar pills never worked on me, I would take very heavy medication, but still have attacks, cut my hands with broken glass, cey and scream and try to kill myself. Those were very difficult days. Then I learned breathing techniques and meditation, and I am trying to apply acceptance and awareness to my life.…

It's because I thought they would help me lose weight, and I am obsessed with my weight. Other pills, prescription pills made me put on 30 kg in one year and destroyed my body, now I am full of stretch marks and lost my bf because of being fat. So I don't trust prescription pills and I hate them. About antioxidants, I only…

Interesting, I thought I should be taking them with food :) I thought that applied to all pills

Okay I will be getting a blood test asking my doctor how to use the pills

Blondie

Hamburger (ı am craving)

I don't know what a drool is, but she needs to lick it

No I take them with breakfast. Though, I just hate being sick I guess, so I show many psychological symptoms