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Same!! I just celebrated my four years sober birthday. i worked a program for my eating disorder at first, but for me it made me hyperfocus on food too much, and just didnt seem to be working. i know a lot of people it's worked for tho. and i like that OA includes all eating disorder types.

This makes me so happy <3 Youre a strong person!!!! Congratulations on reaching your goals xx

Yeah that's where I'm at too! Someday I hope that it becomes second-nature so I can focus more on other goals that aren't completely achievable before I center my being, if that makes sense.

YASSS B)

I'm confused, tbh. You're saying counting calories is your highest priority in life right now? And you think that's healthy?? Why??? Im just honestly confused not judging at all.

screw all the people on here telling you not to express your opinions on facebook, btw. i know a lot of people who've had their political opinions changed because of civil debate online, and politics are important, regardless of how food/exercise-obsessed other people are. notice how most of them are men, too ;) basically…

yeah i agree with this. if you want to break off a friendship to work out, you're bordering on unhealthy/eatingdisordered thinking.

omg im so excited. probably one of my favorite foods, but the syrup mixes my roommate buys (in buuuulk) are SO bad for me, hahaha. thank you!! <3

oh my gosh that's like exactly where i am basically!! i mean i never left treatment, just lowered it substantially, but my body dysmorphia is OUT of control lately because i'm barely allowed to exercise anymore after semi-ruining my bod w compulsive over-exercising for years, and i've been eating a regular meal plan for…

Thank you so much!!! That's a lot like what I use this website for too, except I only log stuff on days when I'm worried I haven't done well. I'm finally off a meal plan and trying intuitive eating and it started going really poorly so my therapist recommended we do this together.

You're definitely right, and looking back my reaction was a lil harsh, but not a single reply managed to actually address my question, and I felt really attacked just for having an eating disorder, which i'm not trying to promote... i was actually on the dr oz show about having a blog tracking my eating disorder, and they…

I was diagnosed as Bipolar for a long time, but recently got rediagnosed with borderline. Eating disorders are just another type of addiction, and addictions and mental illnesses are best friends, haha. Hi to other mentally ill, learning-to-eat-properly folk tho!!

Miss, I just read your profile and you seem incredibly, strong, bright, intelligent, and independent! Definite goals for 50 <3

well first of all, fat isn't a bad word! you can be fat and fierce and flaunt the heck outta it. but you can also lose weight, whereas that creep is doomed to be eternally ignorant, rude, and spiritually *kitten*.

you have absolutely no right to ask my weight. i was not asking for opinions about my recovery. and if you knew anything at all about eating disorders you'd know most eating disordered people are really *kitten* up about numbers. i'm five foot one and almost 140 lbs. im not underweight by any means. you would pull off the…

thank you, kaitlinteeter. it just frustrates me that im not asking for opinions on my recovery and yet im always getting them. my eating disorder stems from ptsd and anxiety, its mainly about abhorring the actual act of eating, and my eating has been disordered for so long i still have trouble telling what a normal meal…

i went to an eating disorder treatment center for a year, have been working a program for four, and have my eating disorder therapist's permission to be on this website. i only log my food when i binge so i can figure out whether it was a binge or not w my therapist, or when i think i may have restricted and need to check…