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Barely any at all. Honestly he lived with his parents before we moved in with my mom. Before I met him I wasn't having sex regularly anyways. It'd been awhile. But I crave it now more than I ever have.

Oh ok I gotcha. And you're right but to be honest he's the one who decided we couldn't have sex while living my mom. I used to practically beg him for sex and then I just gave up when the answer was always no. And now he's all of a sudden wanting to. He really confuses me. And also the whole fifty shades thing will fade…

Lol! Sad but true! :'( :D

IC that I got drunk af last night and I had a panic attack. Having ptsd sucks! :s :(

We actually are really eager to go camping this year in the spring or summer. It would be so much fun. I've never been!

Same here girl. Same here. Lol. But yes I had no idea that no sex or hardly no sex could decrease my sex drive. Now that I do I'm going to get his butt in bed. ;) :D

Yes we can. If the money is right and we plan it ahead of time. I would love to go to a hotel or a bed and breakfast. I've never been to one of those. And we have plans this summer for a vacation. :)

Trust me sweetheart I have been trying to get him to try a few things. Fifty shades gave me ideas. ;) But....he's not interested in being my sub. :( it's ok though I have so many other ideas. I'm ready to be adventurous I just hope he is. Lol.

To each their own I suppose

Nothing wrong with that

A man with strong muscles, intense eyes and he's gotta be tall. My bf is none of these things but I still love him.

Hells yeah it would!

I actually wouldn't mind being in his shoes either. I even mentioned it to my bf and nope he's not down for being a sub.

Thank you! I don't want it to end. I love him so much. I just hope we can salvage things and become physical again. I also think I might be a little gun shy since we haven't had sex in so long. But also because of something from my past. But yes I think we can get a hotel and rekindle our sex lives. Thank you so much for…

I confess that I'm obsessed with Fifty shades and would love to be spanked by Christian Grey.

I have 3. A cross with a rose and thorns on my right wrist. A rose on my back that actually shrunk after losing weight so now I plan to cover it up with summer lily's instead. And I have a heart with stars on my left wrist (first tattoo). I want to get several tattoos. Like one of Jack and Sally possibly (cliche I know,…

I need advice ladies! I just turned 30 and I've been with my boyfriend for over 3 years. For a year and half now we've had absolutely no sex! It's driving me insane! The reason being is because we currently live with my mom in a trailer (paper thin walls) because we have too many bills to move yet. So....we can't make ANY…

Just turned 30! I feel like *kitten* today because I drank rum last night and (don't judge) I smoked a little too.

I confess last night I drank rum and smoked a little too. Was I over my calories? I don't know because I didn't log it in. But....I had 300+ calories extra.

I, myself, suffer from ptsd and severe depression. At the beginning of my journey where I lost over 100 lbs, I was on meds and feeling amazing, now I'm currently not taking anything and my appetite is crap. Atm I have no appetite but there are moments where I crave nothing but junk food. Plus I have zero energy. However,…