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This ❤️ https://youtu.be/tG-IGNvfrg8

when the light goes on that should have gone on 2 months ago... how did I get to 49 and not know this...

So you can ask me to lie to make you money? However, my name is on that policy not yours. My dignity is worth more than your paycheque. Not gonna sellout for you *kitten* or anyone. Amazing how my world lately is truths. I’d prefer mirrors only break caz I drop em.

Being disingenuous really must be a full time job for ya. I’m just gonna continue to live in my truth. Caz it always, always comes out. That is a peace in and of itself.

Day #1

It’s his loss not yours. Stupidest thing I keep hearing and now will never say to someone. Smartest thing I’ve heard; believe in yourself and know your worth. Being sensitive and having emotions doesn’t make you crazy; it makes you human.

https://youtu.be/j7pEg3KXNcs

Ty. I took today off work to go get my son. I just went for my first run in a long whike. I screamed in the middle of the forest as loud and as long as I could. Then this new song came on in my blood by Sean Mendes. I ran back home listening to it. It reminded me I always get back up.

Sometimes ya don’t get stronger it just kills. In one month I’ve lost a relationship I want more than anything. My friend died this week, my ex is in icu and my son today is getting assessed for the skin on his leg turning blue. Trying to hold my job and keep it together for my son. Praying his condition is something…

Ik your heart and it isn’t this cold. Ik deep inside you care a lot. Your head is telling you lies but your heart knows our truth. Miss you

*kitten* it I’m going

John lee Hooker is the only one who gets it right now

https://youtu.be/rxujAPhxlo0

Maple Leafs of course. Team Canada junior’s, team canada women’s hockey, basically anything Canadian with hockey!

Did you really just tell me you’re an astronaut? Oh this is gonna be entertaining

Fashionista

Learned that the hard way

https://youtu.be/7y2F1zU1aPY

Couldn’t find it in your eyes, but I’m sure it’s written all over my face

Yes my doctor actually called me at home this morning. He just got back from March break. He told me the iud I have has been known to cause extreme swings in some women. I will know more after my visit. He was very reassuring that he could get to the bottom of it and I wasn’t going insane.

I just spent a long time reading up on my particular IUD. I see in the forums it was linked to many women saying they acted like "crazy *kitten*". broken relationships, lost jobs. It was a story on CNN even. Their stories and symptoms similar to mine at the moment. I'm pretty sure after reading the similarities these women…

Thx. It is looking more like this was a mistake, my fluctuations with it in are just really, really bad

Ty, that is very kind of you to put me in your prayers. I really appreciate that kindness you have extended to me. It really does feel like pms overload. I finally was with someone I wanted and this had to of course ruin it. After our breakup I knew something was wrong with me in how I handled a situation. Not normal for…

yes it is a hormonal iud. my levels are way out of line, which is why there is a problem. when I went and noticed I was reacting to emotions in not a rational way, kinda ... like I was in extreme pms mode... I knew I was in trouble. blood work really is pointless but it is showing that things are not in normal range. I'm…

Thx all the sad part is I know I can fix the hormone part. The relationship part is done. the more I try to explain and fix that. the more crazy I look. which of course just upsets me considering the hormones raging in me at the moment. I have had a lot of women tell me the IUD messed up their emotions big time. I'd rather…

You are correct and my doctor knows that getting accurate readings while the IUD is in is impossible. My sisters had a terrible time with menopause and emotions. The light has gone on that guess what....I'm there and looking back I can see the issue. In regard to the relationship, I didn't realize till recently what was…

That was so very real and you’re letting your fear win.

You should second guess your actions

I could tell you it wasn’t my fault. Legit medical problem from my iud but I’m not gonna caz u should have stood by me

I got a million trillion things that I’d rather *kitten* do