TheChristianSimone Member

Honestly I think some just aren’t meant for such and others are. I haven’t dated in 10 years I’m going on 34 in the greatest month of the year, November and feel like love isn’t always experienced in the traditional for some.

I don’t allow those in my mix too closely as what surround yourself with sticks.

Put don’t believe others can have self discipline and accountability. I was asked once what drugs were I taking which was so hurtful as at that time I worked out 5 days a week in spite of anxiety and depression issues I cannot stand seeing people but it’s easier to accept if it’s something other hard work as then one has…

Lets see since it’s been a long time. Not honest if they have std/sti’s No ambition or faux ambition Lacks confidence and drive Very loose Speaks of their sexual experiences too openly Has had sex with men poked or poker Racist or into fetish unless its for my profits No follow through Has children unless he has been…

You won’t get a bunch of supplement support here. I am trying the Optimum gold standard ones soon as I had a trial and liked my performance.

It will come back but unless you put attention in it it will go away. Sometimes depending on how much you have to fight it will be a tug of war. I remember my 1st time losing 100lbs in the start I remember crying and viciously talking myself out of going to a fried chicken place. I sat in my car for 20 minutes hungry and…

Folks ask some really weird things on this site I mean I guess each their own. Being at work drains me but working from home is restorative. Can’t deny the signs

Getting off the drugs by way results and past thinking. I think the drive to want to get results so that one can be seen or garner attention was a driver in my past so now I'm just focused on wanting to rid of weight as it doesn't help me and to live better.

I believe support is an allusion. I have no friends on here even tho I observe some here do. I mainly pop on to log which sorta helps sorta doesn’t but I like data. I know for me support comes in person.

I want to be a radically brilliant person so even tho I totally understand this I also know that I want to max out all efforts in my health which means eating right. I enjoy meal prepping and trying new ways to be better. Now things that fall by the wayside is socializing and such. I am pretty militant on my routine. Find…

Im very direct about stuff where I pay money. I would bluntly yet tactful let them know that’s not ever an interest and the gym should be a healthy haven not a sales cattle ranch. They want to sell classes so they can keep people depending on them. Their persistence is like the dude who asks you out every damn time and…

Everyone should do something that scares them and pushes them forward. I want to write a book and speak. The former scares me as it’s not my strength but speaking is like pure nirvana. I hope to find creative people soon as sometimes they are the only ones who get that struggle or anyone who is doing things in life that is…

Where do you folks live where it’s cold already!? I am looking to move from hell I mean Texas. Today I feel blah but at least I look cute. The mental process of weight loss and actively pursuing goals is something one needs support.

Reading about how to make better social media content and YouTube videos. Really wish I had people in my life who did creative things as it’s just joy.

I love learning even when I feel like blah picking up a new skill always seems to breathe life into me.

Eat and enjoy the time. This is a day and it will not destroy you.

Depression, brain fog and not being where I want to be. Texas as a whole and summer.

My why is sadly driven by wanting to be treated my human feminine and so I push to get to proper weight. I also have goals that are tightly packed in being fit as it’s what it is.

Depressed, worthless and hungry. But will truck on

I consume so much content on those who have become brilliant success icons some greater than others but none the less they are sought over and are paid. I just want my due and willing to work for it. Today was hard mentally as I watched a lot I felt so overwhelmed and the feelings of inadequacy hit hard. I wrote my…

I don't care for folks like that either @RunHardBeStrong but to play the other side companies have fostered this mentality really society as a whole since the since of worth and the ideal of being perceived as higher than is so important and the focus on being on top is so surreal folks will do just about anything than sit…

I am not sure about you first phrase but people do have energy and most aren’t aware on how to manage it. When one is down people tend to stay away unless they are popular or something but only for a bit bc it will pull them down too. You can even feel it in post

Not to minimize your feelings but you are a grown person so stop seeking validation or expecting praise for your life. Most will not be happy for you because it brings up their insecurities and makes you appear higher than. The passive aggressive acts you will have to just throw in the trash. The bitter seeded comments I…

For Dallas especially it's really the barbie type of all races or very thin type with boobs. Other areas I have traveled through I may get a look but nothing of substance. No exchange. See I that ideal of Michelle/Oprah are not the norm. Michelle yes because she is thin and Angela Bassett she is a unicorn of sorts. But…

I wonder what areas have great cost of living, aren't overly hateful and were I could relocate. I am getting close to an age where I thought I would be a bit farther but life throws learning opportunities at you. I loved Washington State but it would require a glucose guardian lol. I dont know about the Midwest but I def…

I'm in Texas and yea maybe it's Dallas but I'm just not what's hot. But I am hot fire flames maybe one day someoen with good sense will see. I will say when I was in Alabama for work I was treated like royalty but it's an area I'm scared of due to the race you just never know. This made me sad inside as I know the pain of…

Hmm maam I don't know you not even e-know you aside from your cute pic and bomb blogging/content creation but don't you ever let some bum make you feel like that. Like if your not number 1 then he is fired!!! Like nope not friends/family either. I'm working on learning about seo for youtube. I really want to make quality…

I become extremely depressed to the point of wanting to end my life. I am super tired and withdrawn and have no energy at all. I have to work so it makes doing that super hard. Working out now has helped me a lot with some of it but this past month I dealt with just complete hopelessness and why even bother trying to make…

So the socially acceptable black woman is kinda like what is considered feminine of other races lighter skin, more hourglass figure, petite, soft etc. I am none of those things. I am dark, tend to build muscle vs being curvy and have been told I am scary because I won't accept just any old build a bear type of dude. In my…