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banana sauce. (it sounds weird but it's just like a mushy ketchup) you could probably find it in Asian grocery stores.

I'm not sure if my advice might help but if I were in yoru situation I'd have a routine of two meals not during the day, when coming out of the fasting period I would make the meals smaller and gradually move them back to normal eating times. If you eat in the morning before the sun and in the evening after the sun then…

*edited by MFP Moderator* If you look into things like mob mentality, conformity, identity issues and group psychology it's easy to see how these weird eating disorder worshiping cults develop, but it's sick and insulting in every way shape and form to those people who ACTUALLY have eating disorders, not those who force…

When I say I'm "eating clean" I have to follow these rules. No oil, no dairy, fat free soy milk is ok, wheetbix are ok, light tuna in water is ok, vegetables are ok as long as they're steamed, no sugar, no carbohydrates except wheetbix, no bananas, no sauces that are oil basssed, no potatoes, no meat except light tuna, no…

If I died of natural causes I would consider it an honor to be eaten. Like the ultimate gift to someone, like re cycling. When people are starving they'll eat anything, and I mean anything. I would eat human flesh.

When you need to do it more to get the desired effect and when you experience withdrawal symptoms.

My friend convinced me that she had a rare mental condition that made her unable to see peoples hair.

When people say they're addicted to something like peanut butter when they're no actually addicted to peanut butter, in fact they just like peanut butter. Also when people belittle mental illness Cleans hands before eating---- "I'm a little bit OCD" Has a mood swing"I'm a little bi polar" Skips breakfast"I'm like anorexic"

Because the health care doesn't really care because they're ridiculous.

I try to distract myself really. Like keep busy so you don't have time to dwell on it. The most helpful thing I found was admitting that I didn't know how to eat and I was not able to feed myself so I just gave up the power struggle and tried to trust that my nutritionist didn't want to make me fat.

I legitematley have strawberry blonde hair. It's not blonde, it's not red, it's not orange, it's not brown. It's crazy and my hair is having identity issues.

You can add Textured Vegetable Protein to your food, it isn't a protein powder but it's like nice if you put it into your food for extra bulk.

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NocturnalGirl Hi, I understand yoru struggle and it's basically the hardest thing you'll ever have to do. But you know what? The only way to make progress in recovery is to suck it up. I've cried through meals, I've faught eurges to throw up onto my food, onto the ground and infront of my parents, and you know the only way…

Can you just look at teh picture on this website? http://www.uglydoggy.com/2008_08_01_archive.html

mznisaelaine athetics or if you're in america I think they call it track.

Some of the best recovery stories I've ever heard are when people have actually stopped counting calories completely and learned how to eat intuitively. If you can acheive that then it's a really really amazing step. I admire you aswell. you and Razique are really inspirational and I have so much admiration for your…

1. Comments on how I'm healthier than I was when I was in starvation and braindead. 2. Intense emotions that I don't now how to deal with 3. Being hurt by other people and wanting to punish them btu not being able to so I just let myself give up and get sicker. 4. People talking about diets and all that bull****, it's not…

I think I'll just start with saying that I have got such a massive admiration foro you for recovering and getting health. I'm no where near recovery yet but I've made some progress with some things. I've gone from never eating outside fo binging and purging to having days where I caneat 6 times a day. For me the most…

^agreed, becides binge eatign disorder is about as much of a choice as any other eating disorder, doesn't matter if it's "SO GROSSS" it's something that people can be very much addicted to.

sigh, arguments arguments arguments. Also it's as unfair to pick on people for being thin as it is for the other end of the spectrum. Airlines do what they have to to keep making money.

It was rhetorical, I'm not an idiot. I just think if tthey're charging by seat this should apply aswell so no, I dissagree that it's faair to chharge an obese person for 2 seats.

Should someone who opts to stand be given a flight for free?

Cons of eggyolks - 3/4 of the calories in an egg are in the yolk. They have a higher fat content than the white. Pros of eggyolks- They're bleeping delicious, they're a really great source of vitamin D and other fat soluble vitamins, they're yellow and did I mention that they're delicious? I wouldn't worry too much about…

a late night hot milk and honey. Comforting things like that.

I was an awkward 12 year old going through a lot of **** and I decided I wanted to get fit. I tried to go for a run and I wasn't very good, anyway these two girls that I didn't know were walking on the other side of the road and litterally yelled out at me "you fat pig, oink oink, heffa!" there was other things that people…

I think I'd have to answer your question with another question. Do you like trains?

When I feel brave I wake up, pee, get naked and get courage to step on the scales. I then cry or get angry and vow to be less next time. Then I don't eat or drink for a while and get back on the scales to see if it made a difference but it never does so I wait until I feel brave again. (I'm not an example)

I believe that it does happen. It's happened to me but it doesn't happen after a few days of light eating. I became very sick, my worst was 3 weeks when I went on holiday and I was to anxious to eat. I ate an accumulative amount of 500 calories over those 3 weeks and I can definatley tell you that my body believed it would…

Agreed^ Nutritionists often put people who need to gain weight on things like ensue or sustagen to get a bit of extra somethings into their diet.