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i think for a lot of us being over weight has been a sheild of some sort, for me its a sheild to keep people away, and an emotional crutch. Just losing the weight isnt going to make that go away. keep a blog or a diary it will help you have a conversation with yourself about your fears and where they stem from..

ew

throw it in with some pineapple in some curried lentils

will i be dead at the end of this?

double word BUT college is a good experience i do not regret going- i miss it a lot actually..

LALALALALALA LOANS

no and i feel really lucky because this is the one site that is not blocked at work

I find that I do the same thing. I'm not exactly sure where it stems from, I think it has to do with a lot of past self hatred that I used to harbor and maybe subconsciously I still do hate myself and feel like I don't deserve to look my best. Or maybe it’s a fear, an irrational fear that I will be happy with myself for…

yeah F the scale it messes with your mind

hiii i got 20 to go and they are very stubborn, nice you meet ya

its just me and my cat and i spend about 40 dollars a week on groceries

YES AS MUCH AS HUMANLY POSSIBLE

i am in the same boat right now, very frustrating. I'll go look at your diary now

i burn that much on a 60 mile bike ride

from what i see of your diary A) you arent eating enough calories B) You arent eating the right kind of calories [ beer, Dr. pepper and wendy's is not goint to help anyone get a flat stomach]

im 5"8, 190 pounds and i wear a size 12.. these are so interesting, from the comparisons it kind of seems like even at my goal weight i 'll never get smaller than a size 10

i would love to do this, but would you consider camping a long the way instead of hotels to save on costs?

my first year in college dominos used to have a 3 for 15 deal on their pizza's so me and my roommates used to order three large pizzas!!!! one for each of us!!! and i could finish the whole thing in one sitting.

hii you need carbs if all you are doing is cardio. also you probably shouldnt do just cardio, you should lift some weights too

just remember the scale really reflects what you ate 2 days ago

LOL

you guys are weird :P

UM wtf does RED lightening mean?!

like sucking in your belly? i do it too. all the time.

dont forget Allura_Red_AC, or red food coloring approved by the fda but banned in many other countries due to the side effect of seizures in children [and dogs]

i know :( this wont make any of you feel better but i know Sarah Gold in real life!!!!!! shes fun, we had a dance party in my bedroom.

tastes like froot

hi, welcome to the internet. just deleted the messages and move along.

put up with him for her, shes your friend. I've had to do this a couple times with a friend who was dating a loser, they eventaully broke up. Try to be tolerant and enjoy your friend.

idea #1: stop eating at the dining hall